Not your usual “New Years” Inspirational Post

Some days I really don't want to try

Does it always have to be 'do or die'?

You're in or you're out?

You believe or you doubt?

What about being okay

Just where I am today?

But that's hard to accept- I don't like it here

I want the "I'm fine" to be a little sincere.

Ups and downs are inevitable; I would have to surmise,

But it seems this ambivalence could be my demise.