One month

Exactly 4 weeks ago today I started something that has changed my life. Really, it's just allowed me to finally connect all the pieces of the puzzle that I've been trying to put together for years. But somehow I found the missing piece that has brought everything together. That doesn't mean it's been easy, on the contrary this has probably been the most intense month of my entire life. I'm still not sure how I've survived. But for the first time in I can't even tell you how many years I am 100% positive I WILL recover from my eating disorder, and not just partially but ALL the way. I don't really feel comfortable sharing all the details on here, at least for now, but most of you who know me know I'm pretty much an open book and I am really open with things so if anyone's curious about what I'm doing give me a call, shoot me an email (c.c.crofts@gmail.com), or leave me a comment and I'll tell you all about it. It's not that what I'm doing is that big of a deal or anything, but it takes a bit of explaining before you can understand that what I'm doing actually IS a big deal for me.

I hope that I can start blogging more again because I love using writing as an outlet, but lately I have just had other priorities (and these two priorities don't always leave me time for much else :)).